"Create in Me a Heart that's Clean"

Have you ever had one of those "out of body" experiences where suddenly, and only for a short while, you are able to see your self from the outside? Well, it has recently happened to me and, to say the list, I didn't like what I saw..in fact, I kind of disgusted myself. Here am I: striving to live my life by the highest principles and honourable ideals, yet failing to put my own words into practice whenever it comes to the very relationship which should be the anthem of my idealism.. Nearly about to break into tears - my most typical and insignificant reaction to major disappointments - when suddenly I feel the hand of God litteraly "pulling me out of my mysery" and inciting me by offering me a brand new, fresh start. God's grace will never cease to amaze me. No matter how many times I have messed up, no matter how often I have drawn from that fountain of Grace, He is always willing to give me another shot. Totally awesome! Remind that if ever I should have a little girl I will call her Grace (at least the middle name!!)